Missing Flight MH370 Could Be The Result Of A ‘Cover-up’

Missing Malaysian Flight MH370 still has more questions than answers surrounding the mystery behind its disappearance.  Moreover, there have been reports that MH370 will be declared officially “lost” as the end of December of 2014 or sometime in January 2015.

Having searched some 670 square kilometers underwater in a new area of the Southern Indian Ocean since early October 2014, some 9 months after MH370 lost contact and was deemed missing, nothing has been found of the plane.  No wreckage, no debris, no sign or trace of the plane anywhere from the ocean.

Search efforts between Australia and Malaysia Airlines as well as privately hired investigators have cost well over $30 million dollars thus far and turned up nothing that even remotely resembles being close to the final resting place of the missing and ill-fated flight which set off from Kuala Lumpur March 8, 2014 towards its intended destination of Beijing but, never made it.  It suddenly reversed course and headed back over Malaysia in a westward direction, turning northwards while traveling over the north end of Indonesia and finally, appearing to head south.  That’s where there is confusion and the rest of the story appears to be based upon the British Satellite tracking system, Inmarsat’s raw data in a way that has never been the company’s intentional use nor, been done before.  Further details can be read HERE or you can do a search on this blog for other previous entries for more details.

Hugh Dunleavy, the commercial director of Malaysia Airlines set MH370 passenger and crew family members into a rage when he stated that Malaysia Airlines and the Australian government would be declaring the plane as “lost” late December or early January 2015 and preparing to compensate the families.  Both Malaysia Airlines and the Australian government have denied such claims from Dunleavy and vowed to continue searching.

What has become clear is that this newest and recalculated flight path, hundreds of miles from the original search sites where they were so sure that they’d heard pings from the plane’s black box, is also proving to be less than accurate as the new search has yet to find any evidence of the missing plane and its passengers.

Equally frustrating is the idea that new theories are now abounding, including conspiracy as well as technical expert opinions where they now believe that the plane was under control at the time and perhaps, had made a landing which would have resulted in little damage to the Boeing 777.  This has led to more criticism towards the handling of the protocol that has and had been used in this plane’s mysterious disappearance and more potential theories as to what happened to it.

One flight authority, Desmond Ross, has stepped forward in more recent days, saying that he believes that the plane’s disappearance is likely the result of a breach in protocol as well as having been the victim of cover-ups.

Ross feels certain that both Malaysian and Australian officials are being led on a wild goose chase as a “façade”.  He states that proper protocol (assumed to mean the procedure when a plane fails to respond and signals are lost to it) wasn’t followed. Certainly, we know that Malaysia Airlines traffic controllers and authorities waited several hours before it declared the plane as missing, in spite of not having heard from the plane since the time of sign off and, sign off towers in Cambodia, asking where the plane was as they had not had contact from it.  Many hours later, Malaysia admitted that it had military radar information which showed the plane had made a 170 degree turn and re-crossed the Malaysian Peninsula in a westward direction, having purposely disabled all communication systems.  Authorities did nothing about it and were reluctant to report it.  It was only with force that reports were finally released several weeks later. All of this resulted in a much delayed and unnecessary delay in search efforts.  The question of “why” is running through many people’s minds.  Ross questions whether there is a cover-up in place.

It doesn’t take a genius but, rather those interested in this story to recognize that something is wrong with this entire scenario from start to finish.

There appears to be pieces of information and evidence that has been held back and searchers have been sent on what is now known to have been fruitless in findings.

With no evidence, no debris at all found, it’s looking more and more like the possibility of a cover-up could be real.  If you’ve read any other entries in this blog, you’ll know that I have believed this since Day 1 of this story and continue to feel about this. Something is fishy and it’s even possible that the so-called “whacky” former Malaysian Prime Minister, Dr. Mahathir Mohamad was and is correct when he wrote that MH370 has likely been hijacked, stripped of its markings and will be used by a terrorist group with the CIA knowing more than they are letting the world know.

”Airplanes don’t just disappear,’ he said. ‘Certainly not these days with all the powerful communication systems, radio and satellite tracking and filmless cameras which operate almost indefinitely and possess huge storage capacities.”

”The plane is somewhere, maybe without MAS [Malaysia Airlines] markings,” he said in his blog.

”It is a waste of time and money to look for debris or oil slick or to listen for pings from the black box.”

So, it seems to proving itself even now, some 9 months and millions upon millions of dollars spent on futile searches which all seems to be turning up nothing towards any evidence whatsoever.  More experts are now admitting that a lot of materials in the plane were made of plastic and something should have washed up on some shore, somewhere.  Nothing has done so to date.  People have called Dr. Mahathir Mohamad somewhat of a quack but, who would know the inner workings of the Malaysian government system better than a former Malaysian prime minister?

It seems that things are not as the public or the families of the passengers of still missing Flight MH370 are being told.  Something is amiss.  Something stinks. Something is being hidden and searchers could possibly be on a wild goose chase as a facade.  One thing is certain…nothing else they’ve done has given any clue, evidence or answer so, this case is as wide open to possibilities as one can imagine.

At least…that’s the way that I’m seeing things from my little corner of life at this moment.

Could Doctors And Prescription Antidepressants Been The Cause of Robin Williams’ Suicide

Could pharmaceutical prescriptions, given by doctors have killed Robin Williams?

Note:  The following are my musings only, based upon information put out by media outlets and do not necessarily constitute truth or reality.

Actor-Comedian, Robin Williams' suicide...could it be the result of side effects from his prescribed medications?

Actor-Comedian, Robin Williams’ suicide…could it be the result of side effects from his prescribed medications?

It’s been 3 months since Actor, Robin Williams ended his own life by hanging himself with his own belt in his home.  Not much new has come out about Williams’ death.  It seems to have been a big news story for a couple of weeks then, after the quick and hushed funeral services, with cremation occurring one day after his death, nothing more was said.

Questions lay unanswered and Life moves on for the rest of the world.  New stories have taken over and shortly afterwards, the world quit wondering, it seems.

However, news has surfaced that allegedly, the toxicology report done during Williams’ autopsy, revealed that Williams had 2 antidepressants and 2 caffeine related substances in his body at the time of his death.  No alcohol or illegal drugs.

Allegedly, the report also states that Williams may have been under the influence of a form of dementia at the time that he committed suicide but, Williams had also complained to his wife, Susan about the way his meds made him feel.

What is most questionable is a bottle of Seroquel, a drug used to treat schizophrenia, bi-polar disorder and depression, prescribed a week before his death, were found closed.

TMZ alleges that there were court documents which state that Williams was likely suffering from a form of dementia caused by Parkinson’s Disease, called “Lewy body dementia”.  Initial reports however, stated that Williams was in “early stage Parkinson’s”.

Williams wife at the time of his death, Susan Schneider, has allegedly stated in the Coroner’s Report that Williams was still disturbed over his 2009 move “World’s Greatest Dad” where Williams had played the father of a young man who accidentally ended his own life via the same method that Williams (ironically or not), ended his own.

When asked whether Williams was into auto-erotica (such as that portrayed in the film), Schneider stated that he was not.

The night before Williams died, it has been reported that he appeared to be suffering a form of paranoia where he placed his watches in a sock and gave them to someone (unnamed) “for safe keeping”.  He had also taken out his iPad, something Schneider said he hadn’t done for months.  She saw that as a “hopeful sign”.

According to news sources, several tabs were left open to research on drugs like Lyrica, an anti-seizure medication and Propranolol, more commonly used to treat blood pressure and tremors.  Could it be that Williams was trying to find alternative medications because he felt uncomfortable with the side effects of the medications he was prescribed?

Williams had also reportedly begun taking Levodopa to treat symptoms from the Parkinson’s Disease.

One need only watch the commercials for different prescription drugs to find that depression and suicidal thoughts may appear or become stronger while on a lot of these drugs.  It has become more widely recognized that antidepressants are most commonly the causes of such thinking patterns coming about or worsening.  They have been under scrutiny because of that effect on an already depressed person or to create those types of impulses and thoughts when being used for other purposes. Antidepressants medications are seemingly, being handed out by physicians like candy in today’s medical world to treat everything from Menopausal symptoms to weight issues or even smoking cessation.  Properly used, under the correct conditions, they can be life savers but, seemingly far too many doctors are worrying more about prescribing other medications so, they resort to antidepressant scripts as seeming “cure-all” for everything that ails someone.

Hallucinations is one of the possible side effects of Levodopa, something that has been insinuated as having possibly happened through what has been hypothesized as Williams’ potential Lewy body dementia. Abnormal thinking: holding false beliefs that cannot be changed by fact

Was it truly Parkinson’s Dementia related or was it the medication’s side effects?

While it is unclear whether Williams had taken any of the Seroquel, side effects of Seroquel may include mood or behavior changes, constipation, drowsiness, headache, and trouble sleeping. Older adults with dementia may have a slightly increased risk of death when taking this medication. It also includes a warning that these side effects can occur and your doctor should be contacted if you experience, restlessness/constant need to move, shakiness (tremor), signs of infection (such as fever, persistent sore throat), mental/mood changes (such as increased anxiety, depression, thoughts of suicide).

Sadly, most antidepressants come with this warning:

WARNING: Antidepressant medication and suicide risk

For some people, antidepressant treatment causes an increase, rather than a decrease, in depression—and with it, an increased risk of suicide. While this is particularly true of children and young adults on antidepressant medication, anyone taking antidepressants should be closely watched for suicidal thoughts and behaviors. The suicide risk is greatest during the first one to two months of antidepressant treatment.

Monitoring is especially important if this is the person’s first time on depression medication or if the dose has recently been changed. Signs that medication is making things worse include anxiety, insomnia, hostility, and extreme agitation—particularly if the symptoms appear suddenly or rapidly deteriorate. If you spot the warning signs in yourself or a loved one, contact a doctor or therapist immediately.

If you are concerned that a friend or family member is contemplating suicide, see Suicide Prevention.

Having seen all of this, is it any wonder that the “cure” may be worse than the disease?

It seems plausible that perhaps, Williams’ suicide, given all of the above, may have been more as a result of side effects of medications prescribed by his doctors than his actual depression and Parkinson’s Disease.  At the least, one cannot truly rule it out as a possible cause.

Will we ever truly know?  Likely not but, the potential remains that it could have been doctor prescribed medications that drove Williams to suicide or at least, increased the potential for it.  That is also ringing as a higher possibility since it was alleged that Williams had suffered from depression and anxiety for many years but, hadn’t ever gotten to the point of suicide.  Why then?  Could it have been the medications and their side effects?

Of course, his doctors are all going to report that they feel it was some form of dementia due to his disease as opposed to the medications that he was prescribed by them.  What doctors would openly say, “I think the medication(s) I prescribed may have been detrimental and set suicidal thoughts/dementia/hallucinations which drove him to suicide/was to blame for it”?  None.  No doctor is going to admit that possibility and put himself or herself into that position of being slapped with a lawsuit.

I suspect that there’s a fairly 50/50 chance or better that Williams may have been pushed over the proverbial edge and into suicide by the side effects of the medications he was prescribed.  Do I have proof?  No.  Can I be sure that is the case?  No.

This is all just my musings.  Nothing more.  It is simply a possibility and a vantage point from my little corner of life.

American Idol 2015 Already In Full Gear

American Idol 2015 judging panel.  Same table as 2014.

American Idol 2015 judging panel. Same table as 2014.

Though viewers won’t be seeing anything on televisions until January of 2015, the audition rounds for the 2015 season have already been completed, taped and the Hollywood Week Contestants picked out.

If you’re so inclined to see some spoilers, you might want to check out some of the links HERE.

It Must Be My Parent’s Fault

Parents are easy targets for everyone.  What ails your life may be more to do with your own choices, friends, attitude, lack of ambition and drive than it is your parent's faults.  Blaming your parents for everything that goes wrong in your life can hurt you more.

Parents are easy targets for everyone. What ails your life may be more to do with your own choices, friends, attitude, lack of ambition and drive than it is your parent’s faults. However, blaming your parents for everything that goes wrong in your life is likely hurting you more.

My daughter posted a post to her Facebook wall this weekend.  I felt this sense of both failure and guilt wash over me as I read it and questioned everything that I did as both a parent to her and, as a child to my own parents.

None of us grew up in a perfect family.  No matter how much we try as both parents and as the child, every family has some sort of “dysfunction” somewhere in it.  No one escapes that fact.  However, where do we draw the line on blaming our parents for all of our ails and put the responsibility on our own shoulders for how we turned out in Life?

In reading this piece, Hey Stop Blaming Yourself All The Time that my daughter posted, I felt my stomach sinking.  Was I to blame for any problems she had in her life?  Were my own parents to blame for my own issues?  If so, were my parents’ parents to blame for all of theirs and, were my grandparent’s parents at fault for all of theirs, which resulted in it all trickling down to my daughter?  Where was that line?

“The root-cause of the guilt and fear that so many of us are far too familiar with goes back to our early childhood. Raising children is a huge sacrifice for parents. We realized this as kids, and absorbed the sense of being a burden. Hopefully, your parents or guardians welcomed and supported you and your feelings, needs, desires and dreams — not just your survival. But the feeling of guilt, even if it was deep-rooted and not quite conscious, still was there,” Author of this piece, Blake D. Bauer states.  

As children, we depended on our parents/guardians. We were vulnerable. So we learned, by default, to fear losing our parents’ love and support. We don’t want to feel too much, need too much, say too much or do too much. It’s early on in our lives that we develop this impulse to self-censor.” 

We don’t need to fear being rejected and abandoned as adults just because we feared being rejected and abandoned as children. We now can have greater self-awareness, or at least a desire to cultivate self-awareness.”

So, there we have it.  Everything that’s wrong with us, every emotion that we don’t like, every bit of guilt that we feel, can apparently, all be traced back to one single source…our parents.  Simply by virtue of the fact that we were raised by parents, good, bad or indifferent upbringings, we have “guilt”.  We all felt we were “burdens” to our parents and therefore suffered the guilt of knowing that fact.

Isn’t that nice to know?  If you’re a parent (obviously you were a child at some point and were raised by someone), your life and everything that happened in it, was based on the guilt of knowing that your parents gave up something to raise you and, your children are feeling the same way about you, according to this author.

I’m not a psychologist nor, am I a trained counselor and, surely there are cases where abuse was so great in families that there are and were horrid side effects left over from childhood experiences.  However, for the most part, the mere idea that everything negative that we feel, every lack of success that we have, every lack of ambition that we incur in life, all goes back to the idea that we feel “guilty” because our parents raised us, is pure garbage in my mind.

While this author seems to weigh heavily upon guilt being caused by everyone’s parents, one can only guess that perhaps, he had issues himself with his own parents and within himself as an adult, looking for somewhere and someone else to blame for his own troubles.  Or, perhaps, it’s an easy answer for those in his therapy sessions or, a “go to response” which makes his job easier?  I have no real way to discern this but, I can say with probable certainty that if there wasn’t a problem there to begin with, there will be by the time he gets into his client’s minds with this type of theory.

Nevermind the fact that at a rather young age, we are more influenced by our peers and friends as well as teachers and others in authority over us, than we are influenced by our parents.

Forget the fact that we are the ones who eventually make our decisions as to what to do with our lives, our partners, our jobs/careers, the friends we keep, the circles we run it, the possible alcohol or drugs we may or may not put into our bodies.  Our lack of choices in going to school or, in staying stuck in a job that we hate because we lack the skills to get a better one and don’t wish to better them to get more palatable jobs and salaries.  Perhaps, we have chosen the wrong partner and it’s they who are holding us back?  Or, maybe, we are afraid of succeeding because it means pressure on our own shoulders?

Whatever the case is, parents are not the cause of all of our decisions in our lives, unless we wish to find a source to blame, other than ourselves and our own choices or lack of them.  If we were to blame our parents, then we’d also have to blame our parent’s parents and their parents and so on into infinity.  Logic would tell us that if our parents were to have screwed us up, their parents must have screwed them up and so on, right back down the line.

Are there cases where this is true? Of course there are but, there has to be a point at which we recognize that blaming our parents for everything that went wrong in our lives or is going bad, isn’t all due to them.  We have made choices and while we’d like to find a way to blame something or someone else, other than ourselves, we are doing ourselves more harm than good.

Thankfully, there is another theory or point of view to look at that is more healthy in moving forward in our lives.

Author Beverly Amsel balances this theory out in her piece,

Blaming Your Parents Hurts You Most

“At first, when Gloria continued to talk about her desire to hurt her parents, she smiled and said, “Now that I understand that this is what I’m doing, I have to say that revenge is sweet.” She would also get angry in our sessions and acknowledge that this new awareness created a real conflict for her. “Rationally, I get that it’s me,” she said. “I can see that I think my parents are responsible for my being a failure. They made me this way, so I’ll be the loser they created. I want to hurt them. I guess I could work on getting the life I’m always moaning that I’ve never had, and I know that would be the best thing for me. But I just don’t want to give them any good stuff,” Amsel writes of a case in point.  

“My work with Gloria is just one illustration of the ways in which blaming your parents can keep you stuck. There is a terrible paradox in these situations: You are angry and blame your parents’ treatment of you growing up for your unhappiness and failures in your adult life. But the wish for revenge and these angry, blaming feelings keep the connection and repeat the relationship between your “bad parents” and you, the unsuccessful, unhappy child. As a result, you are stuck in the position where you cannot become the person you say you wish to be or create the life you say you desire.”

So, before we all go blaming our parents, and their parents and their parents for all of our troubles, we might want to start looking at the people who are and have been surrounding us as well as our own motives for any unhappiness that we are experiencing in our lives.

We are the Masters of Our Own Destinies.  Once we put blame on others for those, we become trapped as “victims”.  It’s a neverending cycle that keeps us sucked into negative choices, relationships and emotions.  It hurts us more than it anyone else.

I suspect I will be de-friended by my daughter on Facebook for my rebuttal on this matter but, that’s ok. That’s her choice.  If she chooses to blame me for that as well, it’s her choice.

In the meantime, I’m looking for ways in my own life as to how to surround myself with people and situations that better my life versus sitting back, navel gazing and blaming my parents for anything and everything negative that happens or has happened in my life.  It gets me nowhere but, more misery.

At least, that’s the way that I am seeing things from my little corner of life at this moment.